First Kiss

Kiss....

when two lips touches one another... with passion and care .... the meaning then runs deeper...

Do you even remember your first kiss?

I remembered mine quite clearly as if it happened yesterday...
Was in my early teens.... I never like this guy at first... but somehow rather my thought always on him... We never talk much or say anything to each other much... He is someone I just barely knew... We passed one another at the school corridor... out class is just next to one another... But I do noticed the glances each and everytime he passed by mine territory....

What's the meaning behind the glance? what's the story behind those eyes.... seek to find the unknown me?

I used to be someone who hasn't much self confidence but yet very firm and rebellious when I was in junior high... Nevertheless, there is always this gentle, unknown feeling deep in me and thoughts that lingers always... maybe because I am a girl after all and they've said that girls tend to think too much.. at that time I dont really get it...

Anyway, our glances somehow rather became frequent as days goes by... then I little birdie told me that he asked for me... Hmmm... why oh why... being an ignorant girl I thought he was just curious why on earth would someone keep looking at him each and everytime he looked at me... errr isnt that natural?

For almost a year it's been like so... I couldn't care less... I am a type of person who would just go to school, have fun, learn, break time, gosip here a little , there a little then packed my back and go home... Little that I know that he has been observing me... how do I know all this? thank to that P.I (little birdie) that I mentioned earlier.. and that little birdie happens to have a crush on him... ooo how I was harrased by her... dear me... I can still remember she calling me crying asking me to leave him alone ... that so funny ... when I dont even know what on earth is going on...

Almost the end of the junior high when I bumped into him... and somehow rather words were spoken... and the kind of words which give a huge impact and left some marks right in your heart, mind and memories forever!

And then.... in my struggle to get away from his grip... there it happens!
My first kiss...


How I was startled and don't know what to do.. but being caught in that moment of time just drowned me... and it drown me deep and fast... I've then sank to the bottom of the ocean where all the lovely untouchable world laid...

The sweet touch of his lips, the firm yet gentle hand holding and securing me... I felt assurance for awhile that this boy somehow rather turned into a man in a glimpse of an eye...

The kiss which I will always remember... and I will always cherished...
The 'someone' who will always be that part of a chapter in my life... the 'someone' who've blooms my feelings into unimaginable emotions... the 'someone' who is dear to my heart....


wherever you are, whatever you are doing... I will always pray for your well being and happiness... thank you for teaching me what it is meant to be precious to someone without me knowing it... thank you for caring and loving me in silence... thank you for an unimaginable and unconditional love.... eventhough we are both too young to understand but I can still hear the beat of my heart at that precise time when our lips touches...

You will always be in my heart...

Cheers
Kay