Jibberishing

Another side of my life would be extremely hectic... not only thinking of what is to happen next... but thinking what is the future has in store for me...
gosh its exciting and it kills to wanting to know it sooner than ever...

why am I rambling about? I guess its one of those days that you have many thoughts on ur mind and yet you havent got a clue which one to jot first.. and when u finally did, its just utterly jibberish.. haha... this is one of the moment...

(my new look.... wondering why am I doing this? hehehe don't cause I am figuring it out myself... Ive already heard enough from others too lol.. too many people advising me otherwise.... just wish me luck won't you)

I miss my dear family alot... it has been awhile since I have been gathered with them...
I do hope that everyone is doing well
as for me in Borneo ... life is as it is... fast and hectic
just wishing that my health would be tiptop along side with it too...

It hasnt hit me hard yet but heck this year im 32!!!!!! and am still not tied down yet... gosh another 3 years it would be critical years to actually bore some 'kay-lets' my little miracle...
I wonder who would be that someone to fathered it...
Hmmmmm..... jibberish again... but I just need to jot it down... for there is nothing to be ashame to admit it haha... (((am going nuts actually thinking about it)))

anyway....
its night... i bid farewell to tonight and hello to the morning sunshine tomorrow...

cheers
-K-