It has been awhile

It has been awhile since the last i jot down anything on my journal.. Lot of things happened during that period of time...

Let see if i can summarized everything....

In study:

Ive got my result for my semester 2 and my semester 3

which is not bad at all... im glad that eventhough there are so many obstacles while sitting for the examinations but still i manage to passed thru with flying colours; this is thank to prayers and best wishes from my mother and dear best friends of mine (you know who you are..) thank you so much guys....

In Life:

well after the car accident... i traveled by bus as always for the period of one month and i can say that its hell but a sweet memories indeed.... never knew that I would be taking bus rides to college.. which is interesting indeed.

Got Big Al already now and somehow the trauma and phobia of getting into another accident still haunts me... dont know why.. dont even know how to actually get rid of those feelings but im just hoping it heals in time... but still im scared as hell thinking about it... perhaps for that i need to see and talk with someone... what say you?

Love life :

still as always close to none-existence eventho there are few people who are interesteed i guess i just dont know how to start and dont know how to be involved with someone anymore.. it has been awhile and it takes all effort to actually learn about this all over again... who knows... perhaps there will be mr.right somewhere who would be patient enough with me and be kind enough to teach me how to love again.... (AL hugs)

Overall:

I can say many obstacles... many which makes me wanna g0 to one corner and cry my heart out and then just sleep over it... but i know too well that when u are alone.. no matter how much u cry and how much u try to avoid it.. u just have to freaking get up and face it cause it surely will haunt you until u managed to settle it...

that how life goes i guess....

at one time u are waaaay up on the pedestal and the other you hit the rock bottom! and it hurts like hell....

I am just glad that I have friends that I can laugh with... eventho not as those dear beloved best friends of mine in KL who i can cry along with ... but irregardless i just have to hang in there for the next 4 years.. and then i am back to KL for good and that's a promise i made to myself... I will see this education thru first then back to what I am supposed to be doing... which is of coz back to the working world.. maybe in Malaysia and maybe NOT...

Regards

Kay